QUESTIONS?

I really don't know how I feel right now... Relationships between humans are sometimes amazing, or even surprising...

 

 It's between family members, friends or even lovers. Well, the first two relationships are so simple that you've been through it almost all the time. As for the last one mentioned above, it's still a journey where most people have not started yet. It's like an adventure in my opinion, although I've never been through it. I wish to have one, but I'm not well prepared yet, whether mentally or physically. It's not good to hurt someone just because you don't know about how to behave or act in a relationship. I guess there are some basics to get into a relationship too. Some of them should be known before going into a relationship while the remaining ones have to be explored. Actually I don't know what's the purpose of writing this post, maybe I'm bored, maybe I'm trying to express something which I don't know either, or maybe even it's inspiration. Anyway, it's just another 3 days, then I can step my feet in my beloved hometown, Batu Pahat again. ^ ^

 I'm so excited to return to my root, as I am currently studying in an 'isolated place/outskirt':

 haha... Looking forward to this coming Wednesday! =]

EMOoo...

Just take a little short break from assignments, revisions and homeworks, expressing my feeling here. It's been a long time since I last wrote here, because I've had limited time for this. When I'm writing here, it means something significant has happened. I'm not sure if this is my problem again, or just the new environment has not been accommodating me, although several months have passed. Yeah I don't know what to do, it seems like the history is repeating itself. I try to tolerate with all these stuffs. Yet, I'm still always the one who got hurt, no matter what I've tried to prevent this from happening. So, I just wanted to establish stable friendship here, however the institute of higher education disappoints me. Friendships bonded during the secondary school life can never be compared nor replaced. They have stood their place firmly in my heart, which it's almost impossible to try to forget them. I miss those happy moments, but they can never be found in this new place, with these new guys. Only with the very few of you, I can experience laughter without any worries. Sadly, this new place is always filled with traps and deceptions. People are schemed and they will do everything just to achieve their target. Only a very few here are sincere and true enough, where I can feel the slightest warmth, at least here.

This Mid-Autumn Festival

Returning home may grant me access to many activities which cannot be done in UTP, especially playing games, countless round of LoL. I did spend the two days break facing computer, but I realized it's not the thing that made me feeling homesick. It's all about family, I wanted to go home because of them. At home, the bed is cosy and I can feel warmth everywhere. Ever since I've stepped into UTP, everything changes. I could hardly go home due to time constraint. But I'll try to do so whenever it's possible. Before I leave BP for UTP once again, my mum hugged me. It's so warm that I almost cried in the bus, it's never computer game that bring me home, and it will never be. I realized how much I love my family, and I miss the moments spent with them. I love you all...