It's Blogging Time!

Hey guys!
I am back!
Having a lot of fun during the camp,
Mentioned in the previous blog post...
But it was tiring too...
However,
The percentage for "Happy" is definitely more than "Tiredness"!
A little bit upset as I fell down during the camp...
After that,
I missed out many interesting activities!
Never mind,
It's only my fault to not to be careful...

I saw a friend of mine,
Posted something meaningful,
Beautiful,
And wonderful in Facebook.
I loved that status!
It's something like this:

Girl : I love you...
Boy : I love you too baby...
Girl : Prove it. Scream it to the world...
Boy : *whispers in her ear* I love you...
Girl : Why'd you say it to me?
Boy : Because, you're my world...

Isn't that fantastic?
It's kind of romantic,
Although you can hardly imagine,
As it is quite abstract...

Away from that,
There are other things to be told,
Yesterday was our primary classmates' gathering,
It was kind of disappointing as only 11 out of 33 people attended...
I began to suspect that,
Have you guys forgotten all of us?
It's okay,
We still had something joyful yesterday,
We celebrated Desmond's birthday in advanced...
(Note: His birthday is actually on this coming Monday)
As it is close to our gathering,
We made these two celebrations together...
By the way,
Great & special thanks to all attendants...

Coming back to here,
I did have something that irritates me when I came back home,
The day after our camp ended...
It's about Facebook,
It's about someone,
It's about friendship...
It's annoying...
So I won't tell you guys ^^
I am tired to do so...
I am lazy to do so...

So,
What's your plans during this school holidays?
Working?
Playing?
Studying?
Or,
Doing nothing?
Well,
I am blogging,
And you are reading now,
Right?
Lol,
Okay guys,
That's all for this time,
Hope we can meet again soon...

2010-11-28

Last Blog~

What a sad day...
It is my last day to blog,
Wait a minute,
Don't you guys think too much!
I mean my last blog before today ends!
Haha!
Today!
Early in the morning,
I enjoyed my breakfast with my parents & sister,
Before my sister go back to KL.
After that,
Straight away go to school,
For what?
For meeting,
Of ~The MyTh C@mp~ 2010 by High School Batu Pahat!
It is the last meeting we had,
Before it is officially started!

By the way,
It is my last blog again,
Okay stop it!
Not the way you are thinking!
It is my last blog before I go to the camp as mentioned!
Because I have to go to school tomorrow,
At around 11am...
So,
I won't have enough time to write another blog^^
This is the last time (BEFORE TODAY ENDS!),
I say goodbye to my friends who aren't involved in this camp...

Packing, packing & packing!
Pack everything for tomorrow!
Let's hope it will be a successful camp,
That we ever organized!
That's all for today,
Kindly refer to:

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=group_146493088729613&notif_t=group_activity#!/home.php?sk=group_146493088729613&ap=1

for more information about our camp ^^
See ya~

2010-11-22

Holidays! Happy, or Boring?

Guys!
It's holidays now,
What are your points of view about holidays?
Some says it is excited,
As they are going to travel,
Some says it is kind of boring,
As they have less chance to meet their friends!

For me,
I can hardly describe it.
Well,
I didn't plan to travel,
But camping,
On the coming Tuesday (23-11-2010),
I admit that I didn't contribute that much as some of them did,
But at least I didn't boast whatever I have done.
Who is him to criticize me?
He just do a little bit more than I did.
And who is him again to insult Chinese Language Society?!
When he isn't even a member of my Society?

Forget about that,
More & more things are coming to trouble me!
I am disappointed of something that happened few days ago...
What did I get in return for being sincere in my friendships?
Nothing,
But negative feedback from them!
Well,
As anyone can write or say something about me,
Why can't I,
I just do as most of them will do.
I need to respond to their feedback,
At least!
I won't just sit there and do nothing!
And he still said that he wasn't refer to me!
Nonsense!
What did you expect from me?
Believing in you?
I know what you will always do,
And every time,
You went too over and over again!
So that is what you wish to see,
Something that I don't want?

I don't know whether you are lazy or what,
Or didn't even understand well what I said,
As long as you want to misunderstand,
Go ahead,
I can't mind your business!

I am not being petty,
But you aren't that rational too!
Watch it!
I can hardly believe anyone now...
My sincerity,
Can only be exchanged with a lot of hurting words!

Forgiving someone over & over again,
Can be very tiring!
I don't even know what to hope for now...
Or I just sit here and do nothing,
And keep saying "Never mind"?

20-11-2010

Back Again!

Hello my dear friends!
Welcome back to my blog!
First of all I would like to apologize,
For not being able to blog recently...

Anyway,
There is something that should be celebrated!
The exam is over,
And the results are all out!
Thank God!
I got better results than I expected,
And so,
Of course I am happy!

I know the first place will never be mine,
Because I have a genius friend - Dickson,
His capabilities is undeniable,
That is,
He always got the first place in my class,
It's an honor to get second place,
In this competitive class.
Luckily,
I got straight A s this time,
The results are shown as below:

Malay: A
English: A
Chinese: A
Mathematics: A+
Additional Mathematics: A+
History: A+
Biology: A
Physics: A
Chemistry: A
Moral: A

That is, 3A+ and 7A.

I am not being arrogant and proud,
This is just to keep my family members informed,
And congratulations to all my friends,
Who also tried they best during the exam period,
That was the time which people are studying hard,
To get today's results.
Now all of them had their own results,
Congratulations one more time to you all!

Okay now,
What should we talk about?
Is there anything fresh recently?
Oh yes!
Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows is coming!
How I wish it is shown in the cinema now!
I can't wait to watch it...
A little bit of disappointment when it's only the first part of that episode...
Because by the time that Part 2 is shown,
My SPM examination is around the corner!
Next year,
As I can recall,
There would be a plenty of movies shown!
Oh My God,
Should I watch the movies,
Or studying hard to try my very best?
I want both!

That's all for now,
I am going to play DoTA now,
As my friends are asking me to...

Goodbye friends,
See you all next time,
In another post!

16 November 2010

09-11-2010

As usual again...
Another school day,
I meant exam day...
I am frustrated to resit the exam!
Such a stupid decision!
Why should we resit for the exam while we didn't cheat in the exam?
It's not fair!
Why should teacher looked down on 4 Meranti!
Can't they do well in exam?
I despised teachers who made this silly decision!
It's not fair!
To some of you,
You might think that it's ok for you all...
But I don't think so,
It wastes my time,
Wastes my stationery!
I know it's useless to complain here,
But I just feel lazy to resit for the same exam again,
Especially Additional Mathematics Paper 2...
It's going to waste my 2 and a half hours!
Haih...
I should have enjoyed after this afternoon...
It ended up with another revision again...
For Mathematics,
For Additional Mathematics...
And I am supposed to return my text books earlier...
Hate them,
They are heavy...
By the way,
Why are you sitting in front of your computer,
Reading my blog?
Shouldn't you get ready for the exam tomorrow?
Now turn off your computer and revise for the exam tomorrow!
Goodbye~

Chong Wen Hui
09 - 11 - 2010

~Horrible day~

What a "lucky" day it was!
As usual, I woke up this morning and brush up myself...
Unfortunately, I felt pain on my neck...
I thought it was just nothing, and I didn't think of how it may affect me...

(T_T)
I was wrong...
I looked funny today...
I sprained my neck...















I am not Auntie Lucy who can sprain her neck as she likes to...!

Pain...
Terrible...
I can only turn my head to the right...
And after that, I will have a hard time to turn it back to the left...

Luckily I didn't go out today,
Otherwise I will be like a clown...
I am amusing!
Have you ever seen a person with his neck that keeps moving to the direction to the right?
Have you ever seen a person with imbalance shoulder?
Oh My God!
It's hurting me!

And another question,
Who is going to school tomorrow?
Why all of you like to leave me alone!?
Is it fun to play truant?
Or some of you just want to play?
If you can fulfill that time to do something beneficial (Study),
Rather than just to play (DoTA/Restaurant City),
I have nothing to say...

English English English...
I prefer to blog in English instead of Chinese...
That's me...
I like being myself (Excuse me, I didn't mean "I am who I am"),
Instead of being controlled by the others.
Those who set themselves as judges and juries is just being arrogant!
Annoying!
And the same as my blog title, HORRIBLE!

One of my friends asked me to read more, write more and talk more in English,
So that I can improve my writing skills,
Although he does not like English that much,
But anyway,
I would be happier when I blog in English,
I know he likes Chinese more than I,
As I always think that my Chinese is not good enough...

Yesterday night (Actually is 1am of today),
My sis talked of something,
She said that best friend is someone who likes to criticize you actually...
Her words confirmed my friendships!
I have a few friends like these!
I know I can trust them,
I know I will be happy with them,
I just know I am glad to have them as my best friends...

By the way,
Don't forget my neck is still painful!
What can cure me?
A sleep?
A miracle potion?
Blah Blah Blah...
I have to study again...
2 papers left...
Biology paper 1 and Chinese paper 2,
Good luck to all candidates...
Hope all of you can pass with flying colours (I hope they aren't in red),
Argh!
Bad neck!
You limited my movement!
You limited my freedom!
When are you supposed to get well!

Horrible, filthy day!
I hope it does not happen on my readers,
Ha,
Sunday nights,
Always passed in just a blink of my eyes,
Do happy moments always short?

Anyway,
Don't tell me I am away from my topic,
I was in great pain while blogging,
And I will never forget the pain...

T_T
Still sad,
I am so pathetic...

Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

Have you heard the background music?
Have you understood what was it about?

Introducing this song, while you are enjoying, you can refer to the lyrics below:

Best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying......
I know you where it thins down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear its true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Apologies

When was the last time I blogged?
When was the last time I blogged in English?
I wondered?
I forgot...

Why?
How?
What?
Who?
Where?
When?

All these questions never stop to bother me...
I was drowned...
By the exam,
By friendship,
By everything...
Sometimes I can just leave all of you on your own...
But I cant...
I never have the courage...
I never stop to worry about you...
I never leave you...
This is the reason I am frustrated...

When can I lead a happy and trouble-free life?
When can I live without fear & worries?
When can I find everything good in this world?
When can I free from everything bad...?

Stop questioning!
Please do not make yourself even more upset...
Do not ask yourself questions which you have not found out the solution...

It was the exam...
It is the root of all these problems...
Yes, I neglect everything and everyone around me during the exam...
Health, family, friends...
I slept late...
I kept myself in the room...
I seldom communicated with my friends...
I am sorry!
I did not realize during these times...
I account for my own health...
I do interact with my family...
But all these times, I found out that,
I let my friends down...
I was not there when they need me...
I was not able to help them in their difficulties...
I was helpless...
I was selfish...

Especially to somebody,
I created troubles for them...
I made them living in depression
I hurt them...
Please help me to find back myself...
Where I can be the Chong Wen Hui that all of you known...
I am stressed...
Who is willing to turn the stressed for me?
So that I can enjoy desserts?

By the way,
If you ever read this blog,
Do not attempt to comfort or persuade me,
I will be fine...
I will be strong...
I will be joyful...
After all these, I have done enough...
It is time to get back what I deserved...